Enlightenment

Example of Kundalini and Enlightenment experience- You don’t get her to rise, you let her rise, by allowing her to express her divine love in you. You must be worthy first of all and she will test you. If you are what she’s looking for, she will activate in you. You will first feel pressure and heat at the base of your spine. This sensation will then slowly wriggle itself upwards along the spine, like a living serpent made of liquid, fiery energy. As it goes up, it burns the fruits of Karma and past attachment. You will relive your mistakes as it moves up from chakra, to chakra, forcing you to deal with repressed memories and guilt. As it clears up Karma in each chakra it moves on to the next one. This can take years.

When it finally reaches the top of your head, you will hear a tearing sound, as if something is breaking. It will then create a vortex of sorts, almost like a funnel, which allows liquid light (for me it was an incredibly bright white light bathing my body from above my crown chakra), a form of matter-energy indigenous to a higher level of reality, to pour into your brain, giving you what is known as enlightenment. This instantly silenced ping pong thoughts and thoughts were one pointed direction, when they were thought. The stillness of mind leads to inner peace. The outer drama of earth life revolves around your inner peace but you are the observer, not actually affected by any of it. You feel ongoing bliss of nirvana. Unconditional love for all of life. Judgments and fears fade away. 

Fulfillment

Source/God/All That Is, I dedicate my life to service. I am here to fulfill my purpose. I accept with deepest gratitude all opportunties to serve and uplift humanity. I trust in you. I am fulfilled. I fulfill my purpose now. 

Key to Heaven

In case anyone was wondering, the only requirement to get into heaven is to bring someone else with you...Greater than 50% service to others...even if you don't think you are making an impact, you are. Just be you.

Gratitude for Lessons

I'm grateful for the lessons on Earth. Many of my lessons in life were valuable because they opened me to other perspectives. In 2009 I learned the lesson of self-forgiveness and forgiveness of others, as my first girlfriend who cheated on me died in a horrible car accident leaving her only son. It also taught me to pray for the betterment of others on the other side. Also going through a divorce in 2014 from my first wife taught me the lesson of self-compassion and self-empathy, as well as humility...as the result of going through a 10 years long abusive marriage. In 2021, due to a business dispute, I learned the lesson of free will and empathy toward others as well as self-forgiveness and forgiveness of others. 

I am starting to see life on Earth as sacred, because there is gratitude for all of the growth as a result of lessons. Recently, I found a subconscious fear within me preventing deep empathy and compassion, as I retreated into the mind for safety trying to find logic when emotions were to be applied (empathy and compassion). I am hoping to resolve the catalyst of the lesson by apologizing to another for miscommunication and lack of understanding/empathy. I am still learning but my hope in writing this (and sharing everything here) is to pass the torch to inspire others to light up themselves, light up others, light up communities and therefore light up the world.

Outer reflects Inner

Outer reflects inner, also known in Hermeticsm as "As  within, so without." “As within, so without” suggests that our external reality is a reflection of our internal reality. What we think and feel inside of ourselves is manifested in our external circumstances and experiences. How has this manifested in your life?