My current incarnation I am a Gemini sun and Pisces moon. My past lives were previous horoscope signs.
My first past life was Aries. I was a warrior in the Crusades. I was also perhaps a Knights Templar as I remember seeing a red cross on my uniform. I was perhaps French. I had reddish blonde hair and was tall but slender. I had a thin beard. I always carried a sword. I was cruel, controlling, aggressive, combative, egotistical, manipulative and self-absorbed. I was very angry and not kind. One time, I was coming home from war and a little girl with reddish brown hair came to give me a flower to thank me, I yelled at her cruelly to get out of my way and she ran away crying. I died of a sword to the heart in battle. This represented my lack of heart in that life.
Fast forward to my present life, I served in the military, which was natural after my Aries past life. Also my first girlfriend was Aries with reddish brown hair. She died in 2005 in a horrible car accident. This was karmic, as I took loving happiness from the little girl as an Aries, so my ex-girlfriend who was Aries dies and I was taken from loving happiness. In 2008 I found out about her death. I learned spiritual techniques to cleanse her on the other side and she was lifted out from the astral realms to the heavenly realms. In this process I gave back to my past life of Aries.
After cleansing her, and giving back to my Aries self in the process, I began to connect with my Soul in the heart in 2009. This was the kundalini moving from the root, to sacral, to solar plexus to the heart. This ascension experience was the reward for cleansing past karma through love. My Soul was a golden form with my face smiling but floating and shining like a golden sun. I have since learned the Soul is typically 4th density (Love) in the Law of One which gold is the color of 4th density in the Law of One channelings (see lawofone.info and search gold). This also happened in 2009 after I made my choice and devoted in dedication to the path of love. Later along my path, I could not figure out the law of free will. So I asked my higher self (in this case Soul) to learn about the law of free will.
My second past life was Taurus. I was a actor and musician that worked for a king in approximately the 1600s to 1700s. I was Austrian. I wore the color dark purple and had a purple hat. I had dark brown hair and a thick beard. I was a big guy. I was also part of a traveling group that ministered. But, I was very materialistic and jealous. I had a wife with black hair and a daughter with dark hair too.
One day, the king decided to let me go because my style was not what the king wanted, the king wanted change to the performances and I disagreed. I was upset and my family did not have income because of it. I decided to get revenge on the king and steal the king's gold to give to my family. I stole the king's gold from the vault one night but the king's guards noticed and pursued me. I left with a wagon of gold to give to my family. As I looked back, with the guards in pursuit, I wasn't paying attention where my horse was going and the wagon went off the road, off of a cliff in the mountains and along with it all of the gold. I died instantly from the fall.
Fast forward to my present life, I ended up losing my German family (wife and daughter) (Germany is close to Austria) because I gave to my family from taken gold in my past life as a Taurus. I gave unselfishly to others through 13 years of attunements and healing to be generous to make up for my past life. I went through a divorce and my daughter, although there is contact, is living in Germany while I am in the USA.
Also the king I stole from in the past life was represented by another Taurus who was upset that I included their material in some past books. This experience was the answer about the law of free will I asked 13 years earlier. I ended up, out of unconditional love and also learning what love in alignment with free will meant, pulling the old books to give back to the Taurus which was me giving back what I stole in a past life to the king and thus giving back to myself the Taurus. I am also a part time grocery cashier in the mountains to account for every bit of coin that passes through my hands, as well as another job where I hire people with the Government's money (represents the king) and account for every bit that passes through, which is me giving back to my past life where I was fired by the king and stole from the king in anger/jealousy.
My lesson in life has been to master Aries anger and Taurus jealousy, which I have transmuted to peace and contentment.
In 2022, I had an enlightenment experience around this time of giving back to the Taurus. Thus I was freed of this karma too. The enlightenment experience for me was my kundalini moving from my heart to throat to my third eye and crown and igniting an immense bright light (as bright as a white sun) flooding my body, from head to toe, which was me merging with my Monad or Oversoul or Higher Self which is Archangel Suriel or Sariel, an Archangel of Healing, Protection, Ministry and Death.
I have also learned white is the color of 5th density, wisdom, I have since learned the Monad or Oversoul or Spirit is typically 5th density (Wisdom) in the Law of One which white is the color of 5th density in the Law of One channelings (see lawofone.info and search white). I heard the words "We Are" telepathically in this experience and began to understand Spirit, also called the ocean, or I AM THAT I AM. As we are fractals of greater more expansive selves in higher densities, these words are making more sense to me now. Basically there is an element of space-time and time-space in our existence in the various levels. Space-time is the form body and Time-space is the consciousness.
Through this healing, my sun has moved from Gemini in my current incarnation back two horoscope signs to Pisces. My moon is also in Pisces so my conscious sun and subconscious moon are now equal and all are aligned with my Soul and Spirit (Monad) and thus I am free of the wheel of karma since 2022.
2022 was the ascension experience as I connected with my Monad, also called my Spirit, where individuality merges into group consciousness. This was officially my ascension or harvest from 3rd density/3rd dimension of choice to the 4th density of love and understanding/5th dimension or Christ Consciousness or Hieros Gamos or Christos-Sophia. In my understanding, it is important to note that these ascension shifts are consciousness shifts, the form shifts happen after the incarnation is completed.
I don't know what is next but I will continue to do the dharma by being kind and generous to others, this is the opposite of my past lives and the path forward to freedom.
My lesson now is to balance love-wisdom which would be 6th density according to the Law of One. Not sure if this will happen in physical incarnation or on the other side in higher realms. 6th density is called Avatar or Logos consciousness in Ascension Glossary. The color of 6th density is a blend of gold and white and fully multidimensional (across multiple timelines simultaneously).
