Gratitude for Lessons

I'm grateful for the lessons on Earth. Many of my lessons in life were valuable because they opened me to other perspectives. In 2009 I learned the lesson of self-forgiveness and forgiveness of others, as my first girlfriend who cheated on me died in a horrible car accident leaving her only son. It also taught me to pray for the betterment of others on the other side. Also going through a divorce in 2014 from my first wife taught me the lesson of self-compassion and self-empathy, as well as humility...as the result of going through a 10 years long abusive marriage. In 2021, due to a business dispute, I learned the lesson of free will and empathy toward others as well as self-forgiveness and forgiveness of others. 

I am starting to see life on Earth as sacred, because there is gratitude for all of the growth as a result of lessons. Recently, I found a subconscious fear within me preventing deep empathy and compassion, as I retreated into the mind for safety trying to find logic when emotions were to be applied (empathy and compassion). I am hoping to resolve the catalyst of the lesson by apologizing to another for miscommunication and lack of understanding/empathy. I am still learning but my hope in writing this (and sharing everything here) is to pass the torch to inspire others to light up themselves, light up others, light up communities and therefore light up the world.

Outer reflects Inner

Outer reflects inner, also known in Hermeticsm as "As  within, so without." “As within, so without” suggests that our external reality is a reflection of our internal reality. What we think and feel inside of ourselves is manifested in our external circumstances and experiences. How has this manifested in your life?

Ascension Lucid Dream

Had an amazing lucid dream. Wrote it down. It was a serious Planetary Ascension sign to me. I was in an Airport. I was in the Air Force. I was in an Air Force lounge in the Airport. At first in the lounge I was helping the Air Force plan the load of the airplane and who went on the plane (something I used to do in my military service until 2006). Others were in the Air Force with me. I think the Air Force people were lightworkers/wanderers/starseeds in this case. Basically shepherds as Jesus says. In the Airport were giant C17 airplanes that hold 134 passengers (note this is fairly close to the OverSoul being 144 people). Also a C17 is painted blue, which represents the throat chakra (the first chakra of authenticity radiation according to Ra). I was helping the passengers (entire families- adults and children) get on one of the C17 Airplanes. The Plane to me represents movement to Heaven/4th Density/5th Dimension...basically graduate from Earth life. To fly away. The people were moving on escalators up a hill (rising in vibration). One person fell out of the moving line of people, they were overweight (heavy vibration) and the paramedics were there attending to them (I'm thinking one person had to do more shadow work to be healed enough to rise in vibration toward Heaven etc.). The people all were eating on their way (this represented eating of the tree of life to me). I made sure they got on the plane. For some reason I tried to get back in the Air Force lounge. I forgot the passcode to the lounge and couldn't get back in to do more work. To me this is a sign that my work on Earth helping people Ascend is drawing to a close. 

Archangel Michael Protection Prayer

Lord Michael before!

Lord Michael behind!

Lord Michael to the right!

Lord Michael to the left!

Lord Michael above!

Lord Michael below!

Lord Michael Lord Michael wherever I go!

I AM his love protecting here!

I AM his love protecting here!

I AM his love protecting here!

Meditation and Enlightenment

Is meditation necessary for enlightenment? ~ Reposted from the internet (Enlightenment comes from Divine Grace, which is attracted to Love and the human seeking Spirit)

“A day will come when you will laugh at your previous efforts. What you realize on the day you laugh is also available now.” - Sri Ramana Maharshi

Many enlightened people spent years doing spiritual practices prior to attaining Self-Realization. Almost to a person, they claim their spiritual practices had nothing to do with it. Sudden, total enlightenment regularly strikes people who have no interest in spirituality, like alien abductions of the heart.

What are we to make of this? I think it’s like falling in love.

Someone strikes your fancy and you want to get to know them. Your heart is in your throat when you send that first, unnerving text.

There are mishaps and misadventures, as in any good love story.

At the same time, you get the strangest feeling that your love is in the stars. You tell your friends your partner is your soulmate and your destiny.

This isn’t like you. You’re a hard-nosed, “show me” realist, and now you’re going around like a half-cracked mystic.

But you’re right. You’re not pursuing a relationship - the eternal Relationship is pursuing you on the apparent, temporal plane.

It’s the same with meditation.

You think you’re meditating to attain enlightenment, but you’re meditating because enlightenment has already claimed you.

You think you’re setting out at dawn to find your quarry, but the “hound of heaven” has pursued you this whole time.

There are no “selves” trying to reach enlightenment or God-Consciousness - there is only God playing the eternal game of hide-and-seek.

Harness your Personality

Harness your Personality to align with your Life's Purpose.

I am INFP-A (Intuitive Feeling Personality- Assertive - also known as Mediator). This comes from my Sun in the 12th house (inward direction) and Pisces moon (empathy and intuition).

Want to know yourself deeper? Want to find out your personality type? There are 16 types. 

Here is the link to the test https://www.16personalities.com/free-personality-test

Get your natal chart at https://astro.cafeastrology.com/natal.php

Mahatma, the Avatar of Synthesis

About the Avatar of Synthesis-an Avatar Unity Field (A Social Memory Complex) https://www.thepranichealers.com/avatar-of-synthesis

It is my assumption that the Avatar of Synthesis downloads to the current incarnated Avatar Dharma Sangha.

"This group inspiration can happen today. If it does, there will then be a simultaneous appearing of the cosmic Avatar, the World Savior in the Person of the lesser Avatar, and at the same time a group savior, composed of responsive disciples and world servers." Yes- The Mahatma, Avatar of Synthesis (Cosmic Avatar), first arrived in 1987 and then came in stronger in 2012 (reachable in meditation). Dharma Sangha (World Savior- lesser Avatar) was born in 1990. The group savior is Christ Consciousness, which is us. And yes all three are currently simultaneous.

How to reach the Mahatma-

"The Mahatma, or Avatar of Synthesis, is the great cosmic being who has been made available to Earth since the Harmonic Convergence of 1987. The Mahatma is the connecting link between us, as incarnated personalities, and the Godhead Himself or Source of all creation. The Mahatma embodies all 352 levels back to the Godhead. The Mahatma also embodies the energy of Melchior (our Galactic Logos) and Adonis (heart focus of the universe). This cosmic being is really a group consciousness. The Mahatma allows us to build the antakarana all the way to the Source itself. There is no energy in the infinite universe of a higher frequency than the Mahatma’s that is available to Earth at this time. The Mahatma exists at the Multi-universal level. The first refracted color in the prism of divinity at the multi-universal level is platinum.

In a sense the Mahatma is the I AM presence of Mother-Father God. The Mahatma is gold-white in colour with a hint of lavender or pale violet around its edge. At times it will come in as a light turquoise colour. It embodies all of the first 12 rays. It has been made available to humanity at this time to assist in our ascension and conscious connection to Source. With regular invocation, it speeds up one's ascension. As it enters one's body it increases one's vibration, allowing blockages to be released. It will break up the hardest thought and emotional behaviour patterns. Because the Mahatma energy is new to the Earth, there is no resistance to it in our memories so it will flow in more easily than some other energies / rays that may have been used to manipulate us. Indeed, because this energy is unconditional love it cannot be used for harmful purposes. I read in one of Joshua David Stone's books that he knows of no other energy that will speed up one's ascension and that regular invocation will increase one's ascension a thousand fold. He also stated that regular invocation allows the building of a Lightbody in a way that has never been done before...The Mahatma energy is of such a high frequency and cosmic nature that it creates a Lightbody akin to a monadic body.

Invoking the Mahatma need not be complicated. Throughout the day one can simply state: "I Am the Mahatma". Or, to focus on a particular aspect of one's life, say troubling relationship issues, one can state, "I Am the Mahatma, I am that I Am in Love," or "I Am that I Am, the Mahatma in Love." Invoking the Mahatma will greatly aid you on your ascension path and grounding it into the Earth is considered to be of great service to others."

Basic Daily Invocation:

"I Am the Mahatma (3x)."

"I affirm that I allow the Mahatma Energy to flow through me and ground into Mother Earth in accordance with my I Am Presence."

Ascension Technique from Joshua David Stone:

"Call on the Mahatma to integrate all 352 levels of the Mahatma into your being during every meditation. Ask to receive the Light information of all 352 levels of the Mahatma. Ask to receive the Light information packets from the 5th, 6th and 7th dimensions of reality. Ask to be a Cosmic walk-in for the Mahatma on Earth.

If you have never invoked the Mahatma energy before, once you start to invoke the energy you may go through a period of cleansing and purification as the energy is of such a high nature. I am now focusing almost exclusively on my I Am Presence and the Mahatma energies. When the energy of the Mahatma comes in, it feels like a very loving energy. I have been experiencing some chills afterwards as old energy is being released. I have also been getting red flushed skin in my Thymus chakra as this is the main chakra that it emanates from."