The purpose of this teaching is to show The Way to God. These are my experiences that I experienced on The Way. It is important to note that each individual path is different and there are many paths to Oneness with God, so your experiences may vary. We are all children of God, and we seek to return to the Home of Our Creator. We are all equal Divine sparks of God. We are all equally worthy of returning Home. May these experiences guide you as an example and for inspiration as you experience the path of Ascension and returning on The Way Home. The goal is that we all return Home to Our Creator. Our Creator has decreed that all paths eventually lead to Home. May this teaching help you find The Way at an accelerated pace. May these experiences resonate with you.
In 1996, I longed to understand what the Holy Spirit was. I was in Church Youth Group and wanted to understand the Holy Spirit, because it wasn't well described in the Bible.
In 2001, I dated a woman that I was attracted to, but I could not get along with her personality. I prayed for the perfect future partner that was attractive in both looks and personality.
In 2003, I got married to a German woman at the courthouse when I was in the military in Germany. I felt the marriage was rushed and prayed for a perfect wedding whenever it would happen in the future.
In 2004, I lived in a house in the military but did not own it. I prayed to own my own home in the future.
In 2005, my child was born. I felt human joy for the first time holding my new baby.
In 2006, I received my first Reiki healing and this was my first experience with the Holy Spirit, an answer to my prayers from 10 years earlier. Later that year I left the military and prayed for success in finding a follow-on job. In October 2006 I found the job through prayer after living off of my 401k for two months.
In 2007, with a renewed interest in Reiki, I received multiple Reiki attunements starting with Steve Murray's DVDs and books, and then moving into ordering attunements online from Reiki Masters such as those attuned by Ole Gabrielsen. In 2007, my third eye began to open and I connected to the spiritual world. I began to see the astral plane. I read Near Death Experiences to understand Spirit further. I began to meditate with intent to connect to Spirit more.
In 2008, I was guided to learn about the Law of One and found the website http://lawofone.info which answered many of my questions about why we are here. I also asked who am I? I began to learn my purpose through downloads from Spirit. I was here to connect others to the Holy Spirit via Reiki Attunements. I was also here to heal others via Reiki (The Holy Spirit). I was also here to follow the path of Jesus/Jeshua, to follow The Way to Eternal Life. I was here to connect others to The Way so they can find Eternal Life. This was the first initiation, the overcoming of physical desire. I saw glimpses of my Soul (Higher Self) and my teacher Master Kuthumi of Love-Wisdom. Also saw Master St. Germain as a Master of Alchemy of Transformation and received training from him too. St. Germain was teaching me on the inner planes how to attune others and heal others remotely using Violet Flame and other energies. I was initiated in the First Initiation (Birth of the Disciple) and my heart began to open. There was much clearing in my root, sacral, and solar plexus chakras- clearing out human shadows from this life and past lives. My kundalini rose to the heart and it began to open. This was my Spiritual Awakening.
On August 22, 2009 (new moon), I was initiated into the Second Initiation (Baptism of the Disciple- overcoming emotional desire). My heart exploded in warm fire and I felt the joy of bliss for the first time from Spirit. I saw my Soul (Higher Self) as a Golden Light being that looked like a perfect version of me but was floating and smiling. I felt my kundalini rise from the heart to the throat for the first time. Master Kuthumi used the rod of initiation, just like the previous initiation, but I could follow along with the initiation this time as I was closer to Spirit. As the result of the initiation and its integration, I began to embody the 2nd initiation by starting the City of Shamballa website in September 2009 as a Reflection of the Great City of Shamballa where Master Kuthumi initiated me. The City of Shamballa was a Point of Light where Ascension teachings could be shared world-wide. I attuned others remotely to Reiki (The Holy Spirit) and posted the attunements to the website for the members. I also posted healing sessions as I was guided. As a result of the second initiation, I experienced nirvikalpa samadhi for the first time. I never felt bliss and ecstasy so strong until that initiation.
In 2010-2011, I was guided to share the attunements further and placed them inside of books, becoming a pioneer for such delivery systems via books. The earlier Reiki systems were not reaching a mass audience to align with Ascension, and I felt my calling to do this to bring others to Love and Light. The books ended up reaching people all across the world.
Alice Bailey in her books mentions that there are 3 love petals, 3 knowledge (wisdom) petals, and 3 sacrifice petals (9 total) that must be opened to become a Chalice of God, an instrument of God's Holy Will. The love and knowledge petals were opened as I did good works on Earth via Reiki healing and attunements and acquired knowledge of ancient wisdom via reading sacred texts and other books, as well as sharing the energies and insight with others. The sacrifice petals are more difficult, as they require cleansing of karma from this life and from past lives. In my past lives I was controlling, unkind, egotistical and stealing from others. Those are the themes I had to overcome by doing the opposite.
My first sacrifice petal opened in 2006 when I lost my well-paying job in the military and took another job at half of the income because I couldn't find another well-paying job. This was humbling.
My second sacrifice petal opened in 2013 (7 years later), when I was uprooted from my 11 years staying in Germany and had to return to the US. I prayed for a job, and miraculously through prayer, had a place to go to in Colorado. However, my German wife did not want to go with me back to the US. In 2014, we divorced and she retained custody of our child, as I lost the battle for custody in the German courts. I lost my family at this time. This was again humbling.
From 2013-2022, despite the obstacles, I served diligently spreading Love and Light on Earth via the City of Shamballa website and my blog. I wrote a few books during this time. However also during this time I met my new American wife (my prayer answer from 2001) and we married in 2019 having the perfect wedding, which was my prayer from 2003. In 2021, we bought our house in Colorado which was the answer to my prayer from 2004.
On March 22, 2022 (full moon), after a period of dedicated service to God and the Law of One, I was blessed with the third initiation (overcoming mental desire), officially becoming an initiate or adept. This was my Transfiguration/Confirmation. Sanat Kumara, the Lord of the World, presided over this initiation. The Rod of Initiation he used was powerful. My kundalini rose from my heart to third eye and crown, igniting a Great White Light that flooded my entire body with God's Grace. I was Christed at this initiation, this was my entry into the Spiritual Kingdom (connection to Eternal Life), and my Ascension began. My thoughts ceased to exist on their own, and I felt a great Peace that I never felt previously. I was One with God. I was One with all of Creation. I knew that all beings, all plants, all animals, and all life were cells in the body of God. I became an embodiment of Divine Love-Wisdom and found out that was my Monadic Ray. The White Light was my Oversoul or Monad touching me. I entered the Buddhic plane at this time. I continued to provide Reiki to others for love and acquired wisdom from sacred texts and Theosophy texts to share with others. I was embodying love and wisdom. I entered ongoing samadhi, called Sahaj samadhi, where the mind is forever free of intrusive thoughts.
My final third sacrifice petal opened in April through June 2022 (9 years after the second petal). As my Judas betrayal experience, another Reiki Master did not like that their name was mentioned in my earlier books. I agreed to pull all of those older books from publication. This was the sacrifice of the self- the ego. This was the Crucifixion of the lower self for the Higher Self. This was humbling beyond measure.
I however continued to show my dedication to Love and Light and published many more books after that.
On July 26, 2023 I was blessed with the Fourth Initiation (Crucifixion of lower self and Matrimony) where I reached Hieros Gamos, the perfect merging of Divine feminine and Divine masculine energies within. I heard cracking as the Soul's causal body (repository of karma), and the individuality barrier was broken. I transcended the Soul as my Higher Self guide and was released from karma through God's Grace and forgiveness. Sanat Kumara presided over this initiation again. I became an Arhat at this time. I became an instrument of God's Will in action. I became One with the Oversoul as my Higher Self. I entered Group Consciousness fully. I heard Heavenly Bells and Music of the Angels during this initiation. Many cheers were heard from the Heavenly Realms. The Oversoul (or Monad) as my Higher Self became my new guide.
On August 1, 2023, at the full moon, I was blessed with the Fifth Initiation (Annunciation- Revelation), where I connected to the atmic plane and the ether for the first time. I also connected into the Akasha and was given easier access to the Akashic records. The light of the Akasha connects all things and records everything. Through this hidden light we are all One with God. Sanat Kumara presided over this initiation again. I was shown that I would be working with other masters in Shamballa on the Path of Earth Service in the spiritual kingdom. I finished the Ascension process, or Harvest in the Law of One, and became a Master at this time. I entered the Atmic plane at this time. I entered Christ Consciousness fully. I experienced the void and was able to see myself beyond physical form. At this time I felt that I was in two worlds at the same time, both human and spirit simultaneously. At this point I started working with the Ascended Masters of Shamballa directly, seeing them in white robes.
On August 15, 2023, at the new moon, I was blessed with the Sixth Initiation (Communion- Decision) where Sanat Kumara used the Rod of Initiation again, welcoming me as a Teacher of the Ray of Love-Wisdom. I was shown that I would be in the Path of Earth Service in Shamballa and then transition to The Path of Sirius, to balance love-wisdom to become my Higher Self (Oversoul). I agreed to the path and made my decision for eternal life after the human life. I was embodying my Oversoul of Love-Wisdom. The Oversoul (also called Monad or I AM Presence) has no form, but rather is a pure White Light, a Star, a Sun of Divine Love and Light, beyond all form. Also began to train under El Morya to learn all about Divine Will, learning a new ray, the First Ray of Will.
In 2024, I was given a dharma mission to write a Book of Healing and Book of Wisdom to balance love-wisdom. I also helped others connect to their Higher Self (Soul) for the first time. Also learned that my Cosmic Evolution after the Path of Sirus would lead me to being with Archangel Metatron and Archangel Michael by God's side.
The Seventh Initiation (Resurrection- Cosmic Consciousness and Rainbow body) is destined for the future once I complete the dharma on Earth.
That is my Ascension process. God's Will shall determine the next steps. Every day I feel more and more of my Higher Self integrating with this physical body. It is my sincere wish that sharing this process has been an inspiration for you to continue the journey to Ascension to Oneness with the One Creator. If it happened to me, it will happen to you. As God has told me, all are destined to ascend. Seek God and you shall find God. My advice is to follow these steps- Open the heart. Follow the Golden Rule. Perform Service to Others. Open the 9 petals. The rest will take care of itself. We are all children of God, and we seek to return to the Home of Our Creator. We are all equal Divine sparks of God. We are all equally worthy of returning Home. May these experiences guide you as an example and for inspiration as you experience the path of Ascension and returning on The Way Home. God bless you all as you follow The Way to freedom and Eternal Life. This is my testimony. Praise God. All Glory to God. God bless you all.
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